The-Lonely-People

    How can someone be so assured in their future plan, accepting and hopefully, to so very frightened and confused ?    Its how I'm feeling now, my senior year of college starting soon, and now for once, I don't know anymore... I am a senior graphic design student at a small liberal arts college, a college that when I started was all women's, and now has changed that, that detail that was so integral for their identity.    If in the span of a summer you can throw away nearly 150 years of identity, then who am I to think, to even consider feeling security in a "plan" for myself that i only constructed 5 years ago ?

    My last journal entry was nearly a year ago, and my have things changed for me in that time. My last journal entry was a full display of a very self centered me a very angry and sad me. I have grown so much in the last 11 months.      last year was my sophomore year of college, I can hardly believe that its over now, and that it has been over for over a month... my first two years of college went by so very fast I now only have two more left, then I will finally be finished with schooling, which will defiantly be good and bad in its own respects just as being in school is good and bad at times.   &#16